1996 October

I have all these pictures of yung relative girls that I do not know. And yet I have them, stopped at school in varying poses of confidence preparing to be observed and summed up. All of them purposeful now, waiting to be posessed. I don't know them but they are my cousins, five of them and my sister. A sister with a head I don't know and moreover arms that ar full like a womans ans she is invited on to secondary school with her roses in her arm and I look at the roses and then her blue smile and I wait til she suffocates. I need her organs, too much.